Tuesday, June 23, 2009
'A Sound Mind is A Sound Body'
My mind is always going, always in chaos. It runs even faster when all around me it's quiet.
Monday, June 22, 2009
Empty. Lost. Alone.
Anywho, i've stopped watching the Ghost Hunter episodes. It's too scary by myself.
I dont know how 'D' does it. Although she is at home with family. I did opt to stay here in Georgia, far away from family and friends.
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
Boredom Meets Frustration
It's 15 til 3am and I'm just now startin to get sleepy. I feel so alone with out the hubby. I'm getting depressed. I feel like I'm the only person in this town. The only sound is the tv that can't keep my attention anymore. I dunno what to do to keep me busy anymore. The laundry is done. I miss him. The worst part is that it's only been two days. I'm gettin anxious already. I dunno how imma do it when deployment comes. I'm going crazy with loneliness already.
Today i woke up a few minutes shy of 1pm. Sigh. Now my sleep schedule is all screwed up. I miss the hubby. It's getting dark outside. There's another storm coming in. I've been in my pajamas since I got up. Cant wait til we are financially set so i can keep myself busy. I want to start quilting. I've been inspired.
Friday, April 24, 2009
C'est La Vie
Anyway, since the move a whole lot has happened. Some good, some bad. That's Life.
First, we got us a really nice apartment. We have our own place again. He gathered a couple of guys from the barracks to help us move in all our stuff. When everybody left, we were all alone just the two of us. We looked around and the feeling was awesome. The place was ours. Imagine what it feels like to buy your own house. Maybe one day. Another thing that felt like an accomplishment was the morning our sectional couch arrived. We bought them ourselves. Cash money. No financing. Lol.
One thing that he is especially proud of is that he can support us on his income alone. I'm still going to get a job though. I was recently hired to work at Starbucks. My parents got a great laugh out of that one. I had to take a drug test before they could tell me when would be my first day on the job. So I called yesterday to see if they got the results for my drug test. (I'm anxious to start working). They told me the drug test came back positive. "Wait, What?!"
Apparently mistakes do happen, but the results never made it to Starbucks. So...it shows them positive, unfortunately I have to wait another three days for the correct results to get to them.
Today is Friday, we were invited to go out to a bar. I'm not sure I wanna go, but I most likely will.
The hubby is home. Gotta go serve lunch.