'A Sound Mind is A Sound Body'

I wish I could say that is me. That is, however, the hubby. I'm always wondering what he thinks of certain things, situations, and how his thought process goes. Or if his mind just runs. I've tried to figure him out, but today I have declared to him that I would no longer do that. Sigh.
My mind is always going, always in chaos. It runs even faster when all around me it's quiet.

Empty. Lost. Alone.

For the past few days i've been all alone in this aparment. The hubby is at, what I call, a 'dress rehearsal'. I feel so alone without his company. I'm really trying not to complain or whine too much. I know other ppl are experiencing deployments right now. This does make me want to prepare more for a deployment. The hubby said i could get a puppy. It'll be my baby. Heehee.
Anywho, i've stopped watching the Ghost Hunter episodes. It's too scary by myself.
I dont know how 'D' does it. Although she is at home with family. I did opt to stay here in Georgia, far away from family and friends.

Boredom Meets Frustration

It's 15 til 3am and I'm just now startin to get sleepy. I feel so alone with out the hubby. I'm getting depressed. I feel like I'm the only person in this town. The only sound is the tv that can't keep my attention anymore. I dunno what to do to keep me busy anymore. The laundry is done. I miss him. The worst part is that it's only been two days. I'm gettin anxious already. I dunno how imma do it when deployment comes. I'm going crazy with loneliness already.

Today i woke up a few minutes shy of 1pm. Sigh. Now my sleep schedule is all screwed up. I miss the hubby. It's getting dark outside. There's another storm coming in. I've been in my pajamas since I got up. Cant wait til we are financially set so i can keep myself busy. I want to start quilting. I've been inspired.